So these couple of months has been pretty weird, like i have been fighting with my parents more over stupid things like the dishes or my bedroom, or why i have 3 jobs instead of 1 good one… come on dude im saving money for college.. which by the way is not working.. i hate having money i cant stand saving it… its so hard for me while im home….

Then i worry about Joseph what is he going to do with money and school.. and jobs… its so scary to think we have a month away and i dont have my frist months rent yet… ugh

i hope that from this point on i get at least some more money.. from where i dont know but i know i have faith that Joseph and i will be ok.. We are trying our best…

I have the BEST family ever!!!! We might have problems but all those problems dont matter when we get together. 

Today was the best day. I got a new job, my brother purpose to his girlfriend and i got to see all of my family when i got home from work.

This new jobs means i get more experiences and  i get more money!!! And now i have 3 jobs at the same time. Im super excited because i cant do this job when ever i want and i get to spend time with my wonderful boyfriend Joseph Borjon. This job is going to so lade back im so happy.

Four days ago my brother called me and told me he was going to purpose to girlfriend. He said they were going to Disneyland and that’s were he was going to purpose  i thought it was the best idea ever!!!!! Brian has been threw a lot in his life and im so happy that he is ready for change and a better life!!!! At the end of the day my family was at home on the phone talking to Brian.

When i got home yesterday i was greeted with my little baby girl London and my family. My sister was down from sac to get her hair did. So i got to see my sisy. and Craig and keeley came over for dinner with mom and mike. so i got to see them and the baby… i was sooooo happy…

I think it’s time to write something about how my life is going. This year has been very different, I have seen how my life has been changing for the better! And I know i it’s the help of Joseph and my Heavenly Father. I always tell people that when im in times of need i can always relay on Heavenly Father and Joseph Brojon.

I know this past month has been not so great with getting sick and my grandpa going to the hospital i have seen that my family has taken much more easier. I feel that Heavenly Father has really helped our family out. For example when  i found out about my grandfather was in the hospital i new he would be ok. I did not start freeking out or crying. I just knew that he would be ok, and i think that Heavenly Father new that everything would work out find.

I love Heavenly Father, he is the one i can count on the most. When i have any times of trouble or feeling really sad or in need of anything i just pray and he is there. I love the power of prayer and im so very blessed with it. Sometimes i think i take it for granted but i dont think i do because right after i get my pray answered i say a thank you prayer, for giving me the answer or that thing that i wanted. if you ask you will get it, maybe not as you planned or the way you wanted to get that thing but you will get what you want. And i testify of that!!!!! I love the Lord with all my heart! And i love Joesph Borjon 

Just because I dont talk to you doesn’t mean I dont care. I hope your happy with your life. I will leave you alone